Canopies and Drapes

Tuesday, August 17, 2010 | |

"Then dry my eyes and keep on walking until the motion makes me strong. Until one day I realize that I don't remember that you're gone." - Emmy the Great


School has really made me feel anxious and stressed. I just have so much to study for and I don't want to do any of it. I end up putting some things off until the last minute which is even worse, I don't mean to but it just happens. As a result, I haven't been sleeping well since I've been going to bed around 10:30 or 11:00, but I usually lie awake for an hour or so because my mind is racing at a million miles an hour, thinking about all the stuff I haven't done yet. Its really become somewhat of a nuisance.

Right now I'm putting off doing my Composition homework and Great Books homework. I'm just so tired of writing things that I don't care about (obviously blogging doesn't exactly count as "writing"). Just writing a paragraph of my Great Books paper worries me because I want it to be perfect the first time though I know full well that it is impossible. As for Comp., I'm mostly putting it off because it is so uninteresting. Writing about how my childhood memories of a public playground and try to persuade cities to build more? Not exactly a thriller.

It just seems that everything seems to be kind of stressing me out, even if it shouldn't. I think its just because I'm tired and my mind has been exhausted so it can't think logically anymore...I hope I can get some better sleep. In the meantime, here are some pictures from weheartit.com that I like:













4 comments:

Stephanie said...

dude I wish I was back in high school. But at the same time not really...hahaa. It helps to just do stuff, even though...right now...I'm suppose to be reading but I'm taking a small break XD love the first pic btw. You so prettttty

T said...

I love this! I remember when senior year freaked me out.... its gonna do that, then you'll get used to it, and then you just wanna GET OUTTA THERE! I miss highschool though.. the fact i just goofed off like 3/4 of the time might account for that

paper_dreams42 said...

i want to kill myself right now too. :PPP

lopesblog said...

"buck up little camper..."

it will get better ^_^